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I really, really want to say something positive, but I wouldn't know what.

I'm having panic attacks all the time. I don't get enough sleep, because of the panic attacks. I have panic attacks, because I don't sleep enough. It's just a very very stupid vicious circle.

I have exams at school; so I won't post anything these weeks.

lots of love,
me

Hi everybody;
How are you guys doing?

Probably, I will not post things on here for some time. Maybe I won't even come online... I'll see.

About my previous journal entry, my valentine's day was really terrible. My girlfriend said that she and her family are going to move. So, it's over with her, because she thinks we cannot keep a relationship when she's so far away.

But, enough about that.

I'll be fine, one day.

Bye!

It's almost valentine... Some people like that, some hate it, some are single, some are not.
I'm not single, but I still don't like valentine.
If you're asking yourself why; let me tell you.
I won't be able to show my love the 14th. Not because I don't see my love then, but because she's a girl. So, I can't show it. It's not that it's a really big problem to be gay here, but people look very very weird if they see two girls holding hands and being in love. Plus, both my parents and the parents of my girlfriend are anti-gay, and if they find out we are in love, or even more, that we show it to the world, we both are death. Then I do not have a home anymore. And our school is catholic, so we cannot show our love there either, and certainly not without our parents knowing it.
Luckily, my girlfriend and I can be togeter where no-one can see us, so we can at least show our love to each other...
I hope you all have a better valentine than I will have...

Hi everyone.
I'm Sofie, a girl of 15 years old.
I live in Belgium, some of you might not know it, it's a really small country (It's raining here most of the time.)
My English is not very good, I never use it, actually.

And something I need to say about my username: I didn't even think of the apple you will probably think about, I chose it because of the fruit, I love apples, really

I write a lot, but not a lot of you do speak Dutch, so I do not often post my poetry/writings/...
If you want a translation of something I wrote, you can always ask me; I will try to translate it for you.

I'm bisexual. (I think I'm bisexual, actually. I'm sure about me falling for girls, but I'm not sure I fall for boys too. I've never fallen for a boy.) I'm kind of proud of it.

If you have any question, ask it
If you have something to say, say it

Lots of love,
Me